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This is me: Kevin Cze To give me presents: 30th November My interest: Christianity, Music, Art, Writing, Reading Relationship status: Being single is fun!
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Monday, August 29, 2005
Getting pricked Ho-kai... salamat pagi guru guru dan mulid mulid (read it like you know who...) Ah... missing school life dy. These few weeks have been all hectic and work and work and getting ready, and buying stuff, and packing stuff and... hrm... pretending to be busy when i am free for a lil while. Darn it, i'm reli leaving dy. I think it's just began to sink in recently saja. Not all that fun, you know, traveliing all the way so far... wait... that is fun... haha... whatever. Merepek kerepek oni. Hokai. Got my laptop dy, after so many times berkejaran with the salesperson. Go to pcfair supposed to get on that day, end up tertunda tunda for a week, cos the stock tak masuk from taiwan. Wanted to gret an ASUS, then no stock, i changed to an acer. Not very nice lar, but specs are way cooler than the ASUS one. 1.73GHz Intel Centrino, 1Gb RAM, 64Mb ATI Radeon (Urk...), WXGA TFT LCD Display (Haha...I know what all those initials means...). Come to think of it, I transformed from a person who dont have a clue on computer specs to... well, someone with a better understanding. All becos I have to run around KLCC Convention Hall and LowYat ulang alik sampai berbila bila... ha. What's done is done, so, whatever... Dan perkara yang lain... no prastick bottres allow in the skoo compaun... Ok, been packing my suitcase since forever. Went out SOPping (not in Yap Poon... sorry ye, CS) and get stuff since forever. Have to lug a stupid 5 kg rice cooker there cos there no sell rice cooker. And yesterday, the agent msg and said that the invitation letter had arrived...(finally), and want me to go gert a HIV blood test report.... ok, here's when it gets cute. I went to the clinic to get the blood test done, and the poor doctor was quite shocked la, i say need the report by tomorrow, cos the agent will want to see me by thursday. So, he proceeded to get some blood la, to test test. Then he tried to locate my veins on my arm... and cant find. He pricked me onceon the arm, and cant find the vessel. Then he tried to prick my wrist, and he did... 2 times, and he still failed to get the vessel. Then, he changed the big needle to a baby needle and pricked my back of the hand, and got the blood. I came out of the clinic with 4 plasters. As if i got lost a gallon of liquids... aih... funny la. Hokai. Semua boleh balik klas, and pris mork the fror sebelum balik. (Does the imitation of Bro Michael's thumb pointing gesture). Friday, August 26, 2005
Anxiety of leaving Confession: I am anxious-excited over leaving Malaysia to Simferopol. I think that I haven't been reli studying at all for 9 months that I'm beginning to feel (or had felt for a long time already) that I'm outliving my usefulness - to study. I guess that is the only thing that I can do that put some sense of usefulness in my life. Now that I'm no longer in school, life kinda moves sluggishly day after day. Not that I have nothing to do, mind you. My time is well spent getting stuff I need, spending more quality time with family and friends, and making sure that my baggage is not overweight. Still, after all that, i still kinda feel like there'ssomething more to accomplish... donno lar. I suppose that it had just dawned on me that the semester will begin very soon, like in about 2 to 3 weeks. I no longer have to wait for months to get into a university. Finally, I suppose I'll be leaving very soon. Still felt like as if I have time to burn. Until Nigel kinda reminded me that I dont reli have much time left, and maybe it's high time i start bidding farewells to friends. 6 years are a long span of time. Sometimes, I lie awake at night, kinda thinking about life ahead, how i'm going to handle all the responsibilities of living far away from home, and how my family is gonna adjust to the new surroundings when I'm no longer there. Nostalgic really, cos I am very closeto my family and I can't bear the thought that it will be months or perhaps years before I can get to see them again. Somehow, that thought bothers me, cos I'm not sure how fast can I get adjusted to not having my brothers around, or having dad do the cooking, or having mom to debate problems with. But that aside, I suppose that the prospect of living somewhere with 4 seasons rolling, having to fend for myself, living in a foreign country where only 20% of the populace speaks English... I find that challenging and I'm yearning to experience that challenge. And the thought of finally being able to dig into thick books, and mounds of references.... oohh.... exciting. (Perhaps for now). So here I am torn into two. Surely, I'll be missing close friends as well. Luckily, I have two trusted friends to accompany me in this exciting new adventure, KHai Fatt and Shuk Fan. I'll be missing some very close friends that I'll be leaving behind here... What bothers me is that whether the test of friendship can endure the challenge of space and time. I hope so,for I do not yearn to see this connection crumble. So much for my ramblings, and now, I can get some sleep. Good night everyone, and sleep well. Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Sopping!!!! Dear friends, strangers, blog-hoppers... all of when are concerned enough to read my corner (cheh... perasan), I went sopping today (sop = my language for 'shop', borrowed from CS) with just RM 100 in my pockets, and came back with RM 840++ worth of medical books and RM 100 in my pocket. Keke... this morning at abt 11.30am, Khai Fatt, Shuk Fan and I met at Ampang LRT station and from there, liason with Alysson (hey... liason rhymes wif Alysson) and Melissa. While driving around in their cousin's punya tiny green Kancil, we landed at Kamal book store Jln Pahang, opposite GH. Actually, prior to this 'sopping spree', I knew takde cukup the money for any books... c'mon... RM 100 to buy what?? Getting real, was browsing the books making notes what to buy when I get some money in 2 weeks time, tetibanye they all got scared that books might run out of stock, cos the books are getting less and less...(scary...) so, wow... Alysson and Melissa borrowed us some money for books... tak silap I nearmy RM 650... oh... feeling so grateful. Got a lil debate whether each of the 3 of us shld buy our own sets of books or to mix mix the books, cos no point all of us buy exactly same books, better to mix... but if mix then we all share woh... hrm... testing our frenship, cos takut takut if one day we get angry wif each other (choy....) and start dividing our 'estate'... eeiii. In the end we decide to share share la, and bought... 3 Russian-English dictionaries, 2 'bibles of medicine' (Haha... they're really Medical Dictionaries, but reli look like bibles), Netter Anatomy Atlas, Ross Histology, Some other anatomy atlas with real pictures of cadavers beautifully displayed... urm, and another anatomy book, wif explanations. All in all RM 840++... the cost of success... Ok... after that we ber-kfc. Then, the Seng Yeh took his Nissan and drove us to his new, black-white chequered floor house wif green painted walls. There we watched chinese soaps on Khai Fatt's new laptop. Eiiii, I want to get mine oredi... this friday we'll be going to pc fair to mencari a nice laptop for me n shuk fan, cos we feel like if we don have one soon, we'll be chucking our old run down computers down khai fatt's throat... Thursday, July 14, 2005
FANtastic Cough cough cough... goodness, is that dust here??? oh well *whips out vacuum cleaner*, time to get started. Alrighty, so much has been happening lately, didn't know where to get started really. No one to flare really, so, I'll leave that to my friend in UTM. Lesse, what happened... oh yea. Version 1, For the fantasy inclined: The new chapter of the 'fellowship of the 7-1' infinitylogy came to a new beginning when once again the circle is again complete with the 'return of the seng yeh', who after many years of studies in a land far far away caught a Nimbus 2000 and flew back to KLIA yesterday. The fellowship of the '7-1', comprising Mr Tee, representative of the High Council of The Secret Society of NTU, Chemical Eng branch; Mme Aly and Mme Sa (hehe... you know lar...) who also flew in recently from UK-raine; MR Chao and Mdm Shuk Fan, the husband wife team of cancer exorcists from mystical land of Ampang; Mr Chew, one of the lords of the council of 7-1 forged many many years ago, Mr Chewy, aka the film eating ghost from Fatal Frame 4... mwahahaha, MR Fong, gillionaire and magician expert whiz who eats After Eights like no one's business, and Mr Lim, chief photographer of, er... tutor at the prestigious learning halls of SJI *whew*, all gathered to proclaim the arrival of His Royal Highness, the Excellency Fantastic Hair Sir... MR Khiew Teck Seng. Again, the circle swears to vanquish the epitome of evil from the kitchens of all mankind...SOTONG, and to, erm, abide by the constitutional monarchy, serving the King of... yawn... whatEVER. After swearing HRH, the Ex. Fantastic Hair Sir into the circle, the fellowship reaches to a famous restaurant, where Mr Chew had booked entirely for the HRH, and ate to their heart's content. Version 2, For the reality inclined: We all fetched Teck Seng from the airport, amidst traffic jams, and sesatness in the car, and ate at Janbo where there doesn't seem to be anyone there oso. Haih. Happy lar... smiling all the way... cos really, it has been like months since evryone met, full house. In a few days time, CS will be leaving oredi, and a few months time, Khai Fatt, LoShuFun and I'll be leaving too le. By then, everyone'll be heading their own way... sad, but inevitable. Thanking God that we had a chance to meet up after so very long. Very long time never laugh like I did... I predict thru my crystal ball that in the next few days there'll be more such happiness. It's like being back in Form 5 when there doesn't seem to be much worries, and you know that the friends around you aren't going anywhere soon. Saturday, June 18, 2005
Lalalalala... Darn... more problems with the CSMU thing again. Apparently, MMC no logner recognizes CSMU degree beginning next year, inclusive of those who are planning to take pre-med this year, so, naturally, whatever talks must have came to certain disagreements. CSMU, one of eastern Europe's finest in medicine, with more than 50 years of excellence, rejected... hrmmm... I wonder. Apparently, the Ukrainian Embassy here, the CSMU officails themselves weren't quite informed about the sudden change, which later, they only got to know through the mass media... weird how things worked out. Whatever... not the first time we've had such problems... but I'd better keep mum lest I desire to be *^#&$... Well, now that I've also came to know that local university acceptance thigny is coming out on the 22nd June, and everyone's going scared and all, strange that I just don't give flying crap anymore about this kinda shit. With that said, whatever... Yep, on a brighter note, wow, I've been having some mad hours with the craziest people... urm... yeap. Malas want to write a lot, but yesterday, CS, Chris, Jimmy, Yoonie and I had had some long lost fun... mad la. Talking bout winding down the windows while driving the car and menjerit at some sexy girls by a petrol kiosk at 3 am. Mad... Then again, we had lunch at 4pm and dinner at 2.00am... haha. It's been bloody long since we've bunked at Yoonie's palace... mwahaha... while waiting for Jimmy and Chris to show up since 6pm... waited for like 6 hours for them, starving and tired... ohh.... and watched some UMOAS film.... eeeeee..... Well, yada yada blah blah blah... OH yeah, before yesterday, a few days ago, Went witht he guys to go plan the Redang trip, which i sadly, were unable to go to (isk... isk...), and went to Chris's place. Din knew he stayed at Pantai Hillpark, so if I'd known, I'd have went looking for him more than usual. Anyways, after that planning, CS and I went to meet up with the U6S1 classmates for durian (??) and to k.i.t. sort of. Yap, Teck Keng, Dharshan, Kong Yee... yeah, abt as many, went makaning, then makaning, then makaning, at 3 diff. spots.... hrmm... no wonder gained weight... mwahaha... tengkiu... What else ler? Before this, went out oso berhappy with Iqram, Nigel and Chiong... which agendas, I will keep it a secret as of yet, since it's supposed to be a surprise... (I think), and yeap.... The more I write, the more it sounds like a report. Ok, abt time I sign off.... Friday, June 03, 2005
Just a notice Yep, it's just a notice, nothing special. The notice is that due to my old computer's ineffectiveness in combating .CIH viruses, it's gone fruitcake and I'm under the process in fixing it. Updates shortly. Thanks everyone who's reading for your patience. Monday, May 23, 2005
The Star Wars Cliche O mai goodness.... what a crappy Saturday. The computer terkena one dangerous virus, called Chernobyl or something like that, so I was ter-KOed for 3 days. Luckily I have my home grown technician to wrap the virus up, so that's y you guys get to see one more crap filled blog... mwahaha. Also, Because of the virus, something went wrong with my MSN Messenger, so, yeah... if anyone even cares why I wasn't online, that was it. Sniff sniff... I miss the net...
Star Wars lar... (Unbelievable) *bro* Oh, right... boring la... Hate it...
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
The crystal ball prophecy. What else to write? I've given up flaming about the local university entrance thingy, the 'system' (read it slowly with a gruff note, accompanied by the Darth Vader theme), and some morons. Maybe I'll write a flame on some more morons... THE CRYSTAL BALL PROPHECY Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Pengilaan I **Mwahahahaha** (Purely happy, but unsure of reason laugh) Alright. Just realized that I've been becoming pretty lazy to log on and write (ok...bloogggggg) for quite a while. Mainly cos I've challenged my brother in Diablo II to win over his somewhat formidable sorceress (in my opinion, the cheapest ...urm... doll, in Diablo) with my MORE formidable necromancer. Mwahaha. But of course with him at level 63 and me at 45, how really MORE formidable can I be? Interesting.... So, was spending a few days trying to up my stats so that I can make him inferior to the great me...mwahahaha....ok, stop... (as usual, kid bros are made for that reason, among others... mwahahaha **pengilaan laugh***) Sigh. Felt so bad, like I'm deriving sadistic pleasure from watching him lose to me, first in any fighting arcade games, then in RPGs, then in strategies... and then some more. Haha. Alright. Seriously, just turned down a job offer because it's going to eat into September, most probably, and I'd most probably (fingers crosses, praying hard) be leaving then anyway. Ha... ingat I ni dah gila? Not quite, sayangs... entah why felt joyous sampai tertyping oso mengila-ing. Entah y oso... haha. Now that there's a problem with Diablo, not sure what, the screen just doesn't go correct, i started on Fong Yoon's favourite... FF7.... and damn, been trying to stop since. Sigh. Whatever. Now what else,.... oh right. Aside from just the usual computers and food and movies, a few random stuff had happened: a) My dog gave birth to 5 healthy cute pups, and I'll be posting pictures soon. Boxer-mix breed, so, i'd be happy... no, glad... to give some away, cos as it is, we'd have enough four legged mammals running round the compound now. b)In three nights, a total of 5 cockroaches flew down on my bed and into my sheets. There was a hole in the asbestos ceiling, and the water tank on the roof floods sometimes, so, yeah. 2 lost all legs, one lost it's head, and the other 2 became roach patties, all of them flushed down the bowl. It's now a phobia.... imagine sleeping and dreaming, when suddenly, you feel hairy things crawling really fast up your pants.... yep... no fun... so make sure you guys plug your ceilings before bed... mwahahaha... weird...... Monday, April 25, 2005
Life is beautiful. Realized from Sunday that life is really short, and have to live life to the fullest. Coz as of now, I have about 1,715,953,635 seconds to live. Hehe. A website predicts I'll die on 11th September 2059, 74 years old. If I am an optimistic person, I get until 11th November 2077, about 18 years more. That's y must be optimistic, and trust that all things work for the better. What better way than to trust completely and live life to the fullest in Christ. For nobody said that it's easy, but the reward of being faithful and submissive to His will in my life, surpasses all problems. Amen to that. Check out your clock too: www.deathclock.com. Alright now. Just dawned on me too that I might be chasing a pretty elusive thing in life: corporate life, fantastic income, wonderful living, fat chequebook... Believe now that although it's important, but it's not the only thing worth all my attention. Now, realigned life to a few basic principles: 1. Live a life that comes from contribution: Be an overflowing blessing. *A rule of existance: the more you bless others with selfless contribution, the more blessed you ARE in return. 2. Live to help people change and experience a breakthrough in life. *Another view of contribution: to aid people to get out of monotonous, unfruitful lives. 3. Live and get away from the rat race. *I will employ, not BE employed. I give paychecks, not RECEIVE paychecks. 4. Live exciting lives. *Will try different things, within reasons, to experience a wider spectrum of life. 5. Live to experience the joys of EMPOWERING relationships. *To be with people who wants and are successful in their respective ways, and help those who are not quite yet. 6. Live to be an emotional giant. *What other people says about me is their problem, not mine. Learn to conquer emotions, not the other way around. Most of all... A. Be unwavering in loyalty and stalwart in faith, in Christ. I'm sure that life is more than a hideous routine. My pledge is made, my decision is firm: dare to break free from the fixated wrong mindset of the community, dare to achieve to be more than just an employee, and appreciate true relationships more. Now, at least everytime I fall, and I look back at this pledge, I'm sure i'll set life straight again. I WILL RUN TO YOU Your eye is on the sparrow And Your hand, it comforts me From the ends of the Earth to the depth of my heart Let Your mercy and strength be seen You call me to Your purpose As angels understand For Your glory, may You draw all men As Your love and grace demand And I will run to You To Your words of truth Not by might, not by power But by the spirit of God Yes I will run the race 'Till I see Your face Oh let me live in the glory of Your grace
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